I'm at a scratched up sanguine table,
mullin' over our long gone days.
Now nearly everything is different, but lately,
inchin' closer to old ways.
In 2011 I left you, for good, it seemed.
Leavin' you is 'bout the hardest thing I ever did.
I believed our break was clean.
But you're in my life again.
This fixation is real.
I stash away space for you,
for the moments we steal.
And I'm hopin' so hard you'll love me back this time,
as I know that I love you,
euphorically, maddening elusive you.
The last 5 years changed everything.
This burned out soul is born anew.
I'm thinkin' that I can be good to you this time.
Can I just say how much I missed you.
I still love you.
But I don't know if you love me too.
My heart is given to you, it's done.
You'll do what you do.
Cuz you're in my life again.
This fixation is real.
I stash away space for you,
for the moments we steal.
And I'm hopin' so hard you'll love me back this time,
as I know that I love you,
euphorically, enrapturing, so wonderful, elusive you.
I am really grateful this album exists, and am awe-struck that it was recorded live. Beyond stunning voice and each song has its own life and shape, growing and surprising and soothing. Love. Chris Calabria
The UK pianist, a touring member of Black Sabbath, Travis, and others, returns with his first contemporary-classical album in over 20 years. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 17, 2021